Sometimes- In My Eyes

Sometimes I feel alone like I don't belong,

Sometimes I wonder what's my purpose in life why was I created,

Sometimes I feel like others don't get me,

Does it matter that I'm different aren't we all,

How can I help you when I can't help myself,

How can I let out what's in when it won't come out,

Nightmares of deception I fear me,

My soul is humble holding i fumble,

I always wondered why I did certain things now I see I'm living in my own dream,

Waking up is the key,

My eyes are open but I can't see.

"9-26-11"
-L.Bell

Im Ready

You know sometimes I feel alone,

Like no one cares,

Sometimes I feel left out from the world like everyone leaves me behind,

Some days I just want to give up and let go,

But I hear your voice "I'm here",

Some days I wonder about my past and why did I leave it behind,

My future planned by the unknown,

My destiny unknown,

Looking past the road,

Fear overwhelms me,

What if I always say,

I can't stand hearing the rain,

It can't storm forever,

There's something I've been waiting to say,

But words always get in the way,

How can I show it to you,

When it isn't clear,

There's nothing I would rather do,

Then spend every moment with you,

There's no way i can resist,

I guess the road was just to long.

"9-21-11"

-L.Bell

Misery

I guess its to late, you don't get me, I tried but I failed,

I won but I lost, who's to blame,

I never would've predicted this was going to happen,

I guess life has its picks and chooses,

Out of all the vowels I chose you,

I chose you but I don't have you,

Your beauty blinds me while fear shines me,

Why does it have to be like this,

Why can't we all be happy,

Why can't I face it,

Like a magnet my mind always wonders back to you,

You can't finish a chapter if it keeps repeating itself,

I hate to look in your eyes but how can I look away,

But i guess actions speak louder than words.

-L.Bell