What If

What if people didn't judge me you think that

would make me a better person, What if i wasn't

scared of life you think it would change anything, What if

you wasn't reading this you think you wouldn't understand me,

What if i didn't meet you you think my life would be any better, What if

I fell in love you think it would make me a better man, What if we talked

you think you could help me, What if i wasn't scared you think i would've

listened to my friends, What if I just didn't know you think I would have

you on my side, What if you didn't understand me you think it would matter

or not if you tried to.

"7-6-11"

-Leon B.

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me.
Black as a pit from pole to pole.
I thank whatever gods may be,
For my conquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance,
I have winced, and cried aloud.
Under the bludgeoning of chance,
My head is bloody, yet unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears,
“Looms” but the horror of the shade,
And but, the menace of the years,
Finds, and shall find me unafraid.

It matters how straight the gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.


-By Mr. William Ernest Henly-

A Special Girl

Why? Is the question we both ask, As my

soul crumbles and Integrity I let go, In my

head I ask have I ever seen someone so smart and

so beautiful and I answer with your name, Insanity

I've tired to defeat many many times before, Chances

I had, But you seemed to grow far and further away, As

I looked into your eyes I saw what I would've had, Why

I never told you only I know, But shyness and fear combined

to form the key of my life, More and more I think of you

my heart burns like a liter, Chances and chances I didn't

take them, But if I had 1 more It'll be my last.

"7-4-11"

-L. Bell