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What's there to say now,

I want you but who's to say I need you,

As I look through the windows of life I see the world beyond me,

I'm tired how can I fight for nothing,

Wondering are are you there,

My mind is blown,

My soul is humble,

As I listen for the birds to chirp I hear nothing,

When is it my turn,

Misery isn't fun,

Through my days I've learned,

Unspoken words never get said,

How bad I want I know I can't have,

Why, still comes around,

Why this why that,

I wonder why,

Enter your life as a friend leave as your lover,

I guess it's just my imagination

"1-1-12"

-L.Bell

"I Wanna Be"

I wanna be that person that you can come to when your world is upside down,

I wanna be that person that's there for you,

I wanna be that person that loves you for you who you are,

I wanna be that person that can make you smile when your day is upside down,

I wanna be that person that knows how to be that person,

I guess I'll never know

"10-20-11"
-L.Bell

"Choices"

The road is unclear,

Faith unknown,

The dreams are real,

I said it but I didn't forgetting my visions I lose,

How could I be so rude,

Everything I hoped for is dead,

Its seems I've been deceiving everyone,

Disappointing the world,

Lusting for more,

How can you love someone when you don't love yourself,

Choices we make.

"10-20-11"
-L.Bell

Sometimes- In My Eyes

Sometimes I feel alone like I don't belong,

Sometimes I wonder what's my purpose in life why was I created,

Sometimes I feel like others don't get me,

Does it matter that I'm different aren't we all,

How can I help you when I can't help myself,

How can I let out what's in when it won't come out,

Nightmares of deception I fear me,

My soul is humble holding i fumble,

I always wondered why I did certain things now I see I'm living in my own dream,

Waking up is the key,

My eyes are open but I can't see.

"9-26-11"
-L.Bell

Im Ready

You know sometimes I feel alone,

Like no one cares,

Sometimes I feel left out from the world like everyone leaves me behind,

Some days I just want to give up and let go,

But I hear your voice "I'm here",

Some days I wonder about my past and why did I leave it behind,

My future planned by the unknown,

My destiny unknown,

Looking past the road,

Fear overwhelms me,

What if I always say,

I can't stand hearing the rain,

It can't storm forever,

There's something I've been waiting to say,

But words always get in the way,

How can I show it to you,

When it isn't clear,

There's nothing I would rather do,

Then spend every moment with you,

There's no way i can resist,

I guess the road was just to long.

"9-21-11"

-L.Bell

Misery

I guess its to late, you don't get me, I tried but I failed,

I won but I lost, who's to blame,

I never would've predicted this was going to happen,

I guess life has its picks and chooses,

Out of all the vowels I chose you,

I chose you but I don't have you,

Your beauty blinds me while fear shines me,

Why does it have to be like this,

Why can't we all be happy,

Why can't I face it,

Like a magnet my mind always wonders back to you,

You can't finish a chapter if it keeps repeating itself,

I hate to look in your eyes but how can I look away,

But i guess actions speak louder than words.

-L.Bell

What If

What if people didn't judge me you think that

would make me a better person, What if i wasn't

scared of life you think it would change anything, What if

you wasn't reading this you think you wouldn't understand me,

What if i didn't meet you you think my life would be any better, What if

I fell in love you think it would make me a better man, What if we talked

you think you could help me, What if i wasn't scared you think i would've

listened to my friends, What if I just didn't know you think I would have

you on my side, What if you didn't understand me you think it would matter

or not if you tried to.

"7-6-11"

-Leon B.